Feeling so lost, feeling so weak,
Feeling so numb, I cannot even speak,
I don't understand what's happening around,
Questions in me, heaped up into a mound,

Something feels heavy down my heart,
Every heartbeat is like a ***** with the dart,
Just myself and few walls there for each other,
Feeling the serenity where no one could bother,

Breathing so hard to ease the pain,
Not letting myself from going insane,
Sitting on the prayer mat with soulful eyes,
Facing the tough battles between the earth and skies,

A deep dug ground is the final step,
Even thousands of feet, doesn't matter in depth,
All I need is to bury myself in darkness,
That would ease and numb my mental sickness.