We mourn and yearn. That is all we can do while the time is preserving the state of unliving, ending, killing everyone and everything. As the days went by mercilessly, I suddenly felt what I never knew I could, daydreaming about lying inside a coffin perhaps carved from marble, for evermore, beneath my moonlit headstone standing in the damp and somber night hinting what I once was, and that I will never return.