I can't be like someone else. We all are made different. Someone is good in studies, someone in sports, someone in dance. So, please don't try to make me a all- rounder in everything.
When everyone is different then why compare me with someone else? Yes, someone can get 92, 95 or more marks but I know I am not capable for such marks.
Yes someone can get 97% in boards but I know I cannot. You all don't even know what happens to me because of this. Whenever you compare me with someone else, it feels like I am good for nothing.
I just begin to hate myself. The confidence which I had before is now lost in me. I want to participate in sports, take part in elocutions, debates but if I do then you all wouldn't even let one chance go of scolding me.
Sometimes I just feel stuck. I never used to have anxiety attacks but now I fear, I am afraid that if I cannot score good marks then you would scold me a lot and again compare me with others who got more marks.
Moreover the emotional drama which I have to face at home. Whenever I get some paper with not so good marks, I start crying because I know the consequences I would face at home. Yet you both don't understand what I am going through everyday.