Thank you to all the
people who changed me.
Not in a positive way
but a negative way.

It is because of all
you people that  I am
no longer stronger like before.
I breakdown in every
small or big things.

I try to control myself
when I am in school
but you people only create
the circumstances for me to breakdown
and later blame me only.

I forgot when I was happy
the last time. I forgot
the older me who used to
remain happy as far as possible.
The credit for all these go
to you all.

Now, I am unable to cherish my life.
I spend not a single day
without crying and thinking  
about ending my life. It is not
that I never tried but it did not work.

I know you all would be happy
when I die. Maybe it is
only then that you all will remember me.
Maybe atleast once you all
will tell that you all loved me
and I would happily believe it
from above whether it is a lie or a truth.