from the times when we lost the ball over the hedge and had to ask for teacher's approval past the days sneaking onto the farm performing hay bale removal running away from angry farmers and school dances those moments you heart catches in your throat before you ask you wanna dance or something? from the times your heart rate was thumping from this sinking ship we're all jumping first drink is never the last everything is so rosy when we are looking back pained goodbyes and times spent laughing flying across the world to the sound of dull clapping new weather new school new friends torn pages and books that don't end public school and private mountains we haven't climbed yet and a new set of smiles fading all the while while we become someone we haven't yet met try hard not to get scared and jet set changes and pretty girls all alone in the world just like everybody else the book shelves we never built and the schools we never graduated from we all put these lyrics in our songs cracked bongs and braces all to say I loved you if you ever loved me we turn the pages so fast that we lose some moments but others are burned into our eyes like the stage lights which burned so bright even when the pictures fades to sepia or black and white we have blank leaves left to leave behind and the camera around our necks is only so heavy because it's full of film so crack a smile and grab a friend family lover stranger enemy and show your good side and scream cheese from the top of your lungs