I believe in Jesus. My testimony is unreal. I've been gay for a long time. It is a conundrum. God is all forgiving. I know that I'm forgiven.  I believe that Jesus is the son of God. I have a choice, and I make my choices often, I pray for forgiveness it feels pretty convicting. Part of religion is to constantly be in the scriptures, I do not do that. This is a very uncomfortable expression. I ask for forgiveness. Sometimes I wonder have I ever felt sorry because I use the word so sparingly. I want to repent, and I want to live my life with God and overcome this world.