Years back I wrote you and found that you had vanished. We were supposed to be family  closer than actual siblings but shared no blood. I thought I see you grow. 25 years has passed and I found you again but hesitate I must. We were supposed to watch each other's back, we had plans to watch our families evolve. One day you vanished without even a call. Soon so did I, not by choice but local distress and the birth of my 1st born. Now I have 2 children and both are grown.  

I saw your family with you yesterday in pictures,  I cruised through your photos while my eyes watered and my heart further blackened. Where did you go sister? We were preteens, we were high school graduates then off to college. Why won't you see me, hear me? This hurts more than I can take.  Where are u???