Without knowing I hangback
Trying to avoid a lot of things I know I can't
With a single step I dropback
Cuz' I know that this feeling isn't gonna last

Sometimes things change on their own
Sometimes change can hurt alot
Sometimes it's best to be alone, but
Sometimes it feels like, a tangled knot

Memories and memories they all flood by
Asking me to play my part and keep my
smile
But why is it so hard? Why does it hurt to
cry?
I feel like my emotions are stacked in a pile

I start to stutter cause I don't know what to
say
I start to tremble cause I don't know where
I'll be
The feeling different I just wanna run away
And I'm afraid for what they're gonna see

I lie to myself all day
Acting as if nothing has ever gone wrong
So many things I wanna say
But I dunno if you can follow through along

Everyday I wake up, wiping my dried tears
Everynight I drift off, staring at the ceiling
When I walk by, I can feel their glares
Maybe cuz' they don't get what I'm sayin'

Everytime is different, but the ends the
same
Looking for a way to get out of this maze
But nothing seems to work, this is an
endless game
I'm stuck in this forever, that's my lucky
guess

I start to stutter cause I don't know what to
say
I start to tremble cause I don't know where
I'll be
The feeling different I just wanna run away
And I'm afraid for what they're gonna see

Memories and memories they all flodd by
Asking me to play my part and keep my
smile
But why is it so hard? Why does it hurt to
cry?
I feel like my emotions are stacked in a pile