Your eyes are shining as you stare directly at the sun: I just want to feel something I don’t feel pain so why should I stop Your voice is too far away for me to listen I didn’t mean to make you cry I’ll look at you I’m trying to say your name but nothing comes out “Mm.. mm..” can’t you hear me? Why do you look so sad? I’m sorry…I’ll be better I’ll hug you until I can feel my arms, and stomach, and mouth I want to say “I love you” so I pat your back and squeeze your arm