I was trying to add weight but when you told me you didn’t like fat girls I didn’t want to any longer,
So I subjected my self to an unhealthy amount of hunger.
I lost so much weight you could see my ribs,
Just to keep someone I didn’t have to begin with.

I was ready to give up so much for you because I thought I was in love,
But you tossed me to the curb as soon as push came to shove.
I was foolish to believe anyone would actually like me in that way,
After all it all ends the same at the end of the day.
Each time it happens my brain refuses to learn,
it just allows my scars to heal then right back to burn.

I wish one of the days I get broken so much that it teaches me a lesson,
because even in my delusional state I know you don’t like me and that was how I define depressing.
I hope one day you hurt me so much that it hurts you,
that day we’d both learn a moral about self lies and how to speak the truth