My mind is filled with questions,
I can't answer them all...
If everything's a lesson,
why can't I move on?

I wonder if they know...
how cruel they were to me?
If I had one wish,
I think that would be it...

And I'm still thinking,
of all the things they ever said...
I still can feel the pain,
deep inside my chest...

And after all this time,
I'm sure of what to say.
But they won't come back,
because I wouldn't let them stay...

I think I'm too ****** up,
for anyone to ever love me...
If I could turn back time,
I would never let them hold me...