You remember when you told me that if I kept believing if I was garbage, it would be true?
What about you? You teach me all these lessons yet you are an exception. just a constant stream of "Do as I say, not as I do"
Well, I'm done. I'm done fighting and gaining no ground, I'm done trying to prove to you that I'm different now just for you constantly throw my past in my face calling it "Holding me accountable"
I don't need YOU to hold me "accountable" I don't need you to tell me to fix my life while you trash yours over and over again.
I've made my mistakes and we've had our issues because I was just like you.
I hated myself for a long time, but I was awakened.
You carry the sadness of the world like Atlas without understanding the true moral of his story
Guess what?
Your constant trashing of yourself and constant pushing away became true. You'll blame me for everything going wrong like you do. Nice representation of holding yourself accountable...
I hope you are happy in your misery
Because you no longer have company, just like you wanted