my heart has its own memory and i have forgotten nothing lord, i worry that love is not more than violence i hate to wait for you unbearably and breadcrumbs will always look like a feast to a woman starved of affection i’m learning love as an act of mercy I’m learning love as an act of sacrifice maybe in another universe we didn’t let go of each other maybe in another universe you chose me maybe my worst sin is that i have destroyed and betrayed myself for nothing