I dreamt I turned my mother into a bird—white, with long thin feathers and wrinkled red skin around her eyes. I watched her cluck and scrabble at the ground. We ate her for dinner, three lean coyotes in the coop. and in the morning I cleaned up the feathers, pawed at her leftover bones and beak. I buried it all in the garden, the strange curve of my wolfish face reflected in a single glob of fat still clinging to the wet, cold dirt.