The scars on my body that I've come to terms with, but it's not about these scars hot water running down my skin I scrub like this over and over it burns me and I feel pain but physical suffering is better than those scars that are hidden deep inside me they leave behind only thoughts that keep me awake and I'm just so much here, but still not because I've been mentally polluted find a window in my head to release this poisoned air please find this window