I guess i'm still here, I guess I got lost
I'm still so reactive, I'm still so hardheaded
Nothing has changed, it's not me anymore
I'm not the same, but there you are
Screaming, twisting, controlling my actions
For my own good. you watch out for me
You're never wrong, so why this time
Why this moment, what did I do wrong
I tried to do right , I'm mentally exhausted
Worries scratching at the edge of my skull
Decisions and a thousand thoughts
Swirling constantly, and they never knock
My voice is hoarse, my tears are not drying
What's the point, broken heart either way
Stop, breathe in, breathe out
Listen to me, I'm always right here
You never shut up, always in my head
History repeats, lessons get buried
I can almost reach, I'm so close