I hate this I hate it, It hurts its gone A missing piece, the puzzle forgotten Thoughts and habits The pathway is blocked Deep inside I scream Why is it this Why can't it be that Loneliness creeps in Alone and confused I wait and think Thoughts always rushing Bombarded with pain It won't go away I just wanna fix it It's just not that simple Drowning within myself Trying to breathe Catch it take it back Hand slapped away A fork in th road But I'm still here Waiting, breathing Supposed to be strong I feel so weak Yet here I am Waiting, breathing Wishing, hoping Fight til the end