When you recognize Her, the answer is to embrace... to lean in... to let her pull the glow back into your eyes, the rhythm back into your pulse, the heartbeat into your neck, your breath.
There is no other way but to slowly die again.
When she shows up, it is a gift. What a cruelty to let the ultimate gift pass by... What a cowardice. Her Beauty splayed before you, and your answer...
"Let me think." "I don't know what I want."
As if there is anything in the world at all to say yes to, greater than Life Herself, full force.
A million writhing snakes, eyes glowing red, gather in the shadows of your lack of action. Warmth can become cold. Dread. Anger.
It would be wrong to say "I am angry" and more true to say "The Goddess is enraged."
I, human, can feel her growing her poisons for a woman scorned can become a weapon of great and swift teaching.
Love is not to be dealt with lightly.
She demands Bravery and Immediacy.
There is NO more important work than to face her honestly. She, who gives you the Truth more plainly than a mirror. She, who cuts through the false ideas of the mind with cold clarity.
And I, simply a channel, opening.
Great Mother, how do I show him? How do I do my part to bare you to this world, not only the beauty but also the terror? That thing that scares great men into little boys, yet inspires boys to become men.
I can only sense it. I wish not to hide. That thing that fear tries to put in a cage, suffocating the world.