My desire pushes everyone away. I don't want to push anyone away. I am attracted to people who do not want anything serious. They only want to play. I care so much that it becomes desperation. In attempt at love seems missed and I am left with regret and rejection. So what's the point in looking when there is no one there for me. Only that of some cocky, better than me man. Missed opportunity, missed chance but was it ever.