I drive across a sunlit bridge over shining water so deep so beautiful yet deadly as well A reflection beside me? Am I haunted by a sleeping past that causes doubt within my mind? Yet now I imagine there is nothing beside or behind me now there is only the future and death. My family has such certainty in these things I do not understand I am not like them They see a man where I see only an empty seat if there were a ghost he would do well to fasten his seatbelt
I wrote this is illustrate my inability to comprehend the religious faith of my family and community.