Self-doubt is screaming
- Self-doubt is persistent
- Calm

- A warning
- A punishment
- A reward

- Self-doubt is hateful
- Hated
- Loved

- The part if me I want to be listening to
- The part of me I enjoy the regret of having

- The bumps along the way
- The bumps I fear
- The bumps I hope
might hold me welcome,
if I dive over
and into them.

- What keeps me away from the sun