Of course, I can’t say that to anyone. Anyone and its faces alive and happy. Why should I ruin their day?
I just need to hold on till it ends. Of course, it’s only just started. The sacrifice of one for the many. Right? But that sacrifice is always me. And I let it be. Why shouldn’t I let it be?
Why do I feel this everywhere I am? I keep expecting that when we leave I can be in a place of peace again, But it never comes. The bed I sleep in even is a place of fear and a wish to be elsewhere. But where else can I go?