"I am never going to let this go,"
words laced with the bitterness of my hate.
An old acquaintance, neither friend nor foe,
a mistake found just a little too late.

I am never going to forget this.
Nothing but a memory in my head
no matter how hard i try to dismiss.
still in my head when I go off to bed.

I am never going to be the same
and I'm the one who is left to manage.
Looking back, everything was like a game
Things that are broken will remain damaged

I am never going to be okay;
but I think I can make it through the day.