and every time we’re with them I wonder what it’d be like just with you and just what kind of soul you are when you’re left alone to think then I wonder if time alone for you and i is even likely to grasp a possibility made of glass and because of this mania the glass is not quite clean clouded with the distortion of my mind and the obstacles I create because it’s you i cannot decode and as time goes on i improv and i hide the emotions that bake within me because to hide is easier than to confess
an acrostic for a guy i tried my hardest to fall for; in hopes that i would fall out of love with someone else...