I'm not sure why it happened or how But I'm stuck here again Caught up in the past thinking old thoughts Feeling old feelings Once again choking back tears From bottled up emotions I know I have you I know you'll hold my hand I know you'll never leave But I can't stop crying right now I feel sad without knowing a reason And I'm trying very hard To smile for you But right now.. I can't I'm sorry if that's disappointing I'll try harder next time Just please please please Go easy on me today Let me cry and offer comfort