I'm not trying to turn lead into gold That would just be mundane and old It seems that my life's lesson And my full time obsession Is to take a rather negative substance Or very poor soul sustenance And turn it into something positive Or somehow substantive I really have a rather pessimistic view And I don't think I see reality askew But being and seeing like this Does not really evoke bliss But I keep trying to do What might seem awkward to you It seems this was my souls choice And I have to be careful what I voice For I don't want to drag things down Or ruin and confound But I have to be real Yet find a bit of zeal So I'll continue to alchemize And somehow realize That I'm turning lead into gold As I continue to grow old