I suffer in silence No-one would understand There’s so many people and things I cannot stand Why am I always the problem Am I just not the one We go to war everyday Guns blazing I cannot escape this charade Is this it? Can I survive another day Or Cover it up all and stay The toxicity of it all is ******* with my head again I ******* hate it here But why can’t I leave It’s like you sewed me down to a **** seat I ******* hate it here I want to leave I’m tired of sowing my love And not being able to reap I ******* hate it here