Slowly losing hope Don't want to live today Don't want to feel the pain and ever feel this way. Trying hard to fight To maybe live again And never be the burden Of someone who seeks the end. Broken and defeated So difficult to breathe Holding on to what I have As my heart constantly bleeds. Tired, so very tired no hope for me to see I'm tired of being who I am this life is cruel to me. Each day is very challenging to just get out of bed Struggling with self-loathing thoughts constantly wishing I was dead.