The street where I've lived for three years until tomorrow is peaceful and twilit clouds, more grey every day than the one before, are spinning like ghosts interwoven around the clock tower on the corner and meanwhile, a couple share their last kiss at a station and meanwhile, a guitarist sings underground and meanwhile, someone asks for help but it begins to rain. Rain sounds. Traffic. No one listens. Meanwhile, women's eyes disappear, in towards the back of their minds, into the sky. Meanwhile, men count the days, tug at their ties, a knot, a noose, and they cry. Quietly, someone somewhere is cutting open an arm with nail scissors. Someone is screaming into a pillow. Someone needs to be heard. No one listens. We are a quiet cough in the polite throat of Fate. We are burning up the blueprints drawn up of our stars. The news channel roars. The mute button is switched on. We are quiet and quiet and quiet.