sometimes i hope he cries. sometimes i hope he dies. but sometimes, ill wonder if he misses me. the way we spoke, like the world was collasping and our hearts were attaching. but now I sit here. think of you. thinking of this sourly drawn world which is still put together into one. thinking of our hearts. which aren't out together with one another. they're spread out, wept out, cried out, but the tears of me. tears of our souls. today a masterpiece. tomorrow a heartbreak.