Can't think right have so many mixed thoughts is it worth fighting for, or am I just going to be let down again like so many times before when you don't expect anything you can't be let down Well...... I gave in I let loose let you in, and I will watch is you tear every piece of my heart apart. I will put it back together though mentally mixing that mortar and build that wall back up I think cender blocks should be strong enough this time.... we will see