Last year around this same time I was celebrating my birthday with my now ex-partner
She was extraordinarily gifted
She baked me a cake and made me a dreamcatcher
Both from scratch
It's been a year now A year of being alone, grumpy and miserable A year of dinners by myself at random taquerias A year of making multiple promises to myself that "I'm gonna be ok" A year of looking up at the stars when I get home at night and sighing A year of looking in the mirror knowing that I'm not getting any younger A year of watching other couples hold hands and remembering what that felt like