I woke up today with the make up from last night still on and I listened to my own heartbeat for three hours straight wondering how could I make it stop.
I saw my own body in a white dress with perfect make up on buried six feet under and I couldn't help but notice how stupid my tattoos looked in there.
I refused to leave the house without a silver ring on my pinky finger as if my life depended on it and that was the first time I heard people calling me crazy.
I wish I didn't wake up today but I did and they told me that I should be grateful for it but my favourite part of the day is still those two minutes when I don't even remember who I am.