Have you ever wondered what it would feel like to hold your breath for about an hour?
Telling yourself “I’ve done the best I could, I just want it to be over”

Have you ever tried to sit on the ocean floor and hold your breathe underwater?
Telling yourself “if I go up for air I won’t be giving up but wait til I’m a little bit older”

Have you ever stared into at a bon of fire for hours without looking away?
Like it calmed your senses to overthink or withdrew you from going out.

The more I think about these things,
The more I think that life gets shorter every day,
So it’s by now I dig my own grave by trying to live my best life everyday.