i keep on checking,
and yes -- Life is
still moving on --
<Time heals all> like
they say, and they always have been
saying and like I always have been
reading, and i read --

my therapist reminds me
i'm not a mind reader.
it's lost in translation,
the words get twisted
and they lose their meanings.

i try to feel it, blindly,
the bumps
and the textures
i guess my best but i get it wrong?

a miscalculation, jumping to
or from something im not
quite sure i caught the name of--

so i read on.