I'm trying so hard not to need you.
I can handle things on my own.
Most of the time, at least.
But right now it's 2:58 am,
And you're the only person
Who can save me.
Because this loneliness is deep.
It's a deep, crippling loneliness
That is only capable of being this wicked
at 2:58 in the morning.
Because the pain of you would feel
So much sweeter than the pain
Of anything else in the world.
I'm trying so hard.
You're the only person
Who makes me so happy
And so sad at any given moment.
I'm trying so hard not to need you right now.