You were the one who pulled me back,  
Kept me from sinking too deep,  
Promised you’d always have my back,  
You swore you'd protect me from the steep.  

We used to talk for hours on end,  
About F1 and the dreams we’d chase,  
You were my brother, my closest friend,  
The one who made the darkness erase.  

But now, that bond we had is gone,  
And the pain you saved me from, you brought,  
You went from my shelter, my dawn,  
To the reason I’m caught in this knot.

You stood by when I couldn’t stand,  
Held me together when I was torn,  
But now you’re the one who let go of my hand,  
And left me drowning, lost, and worn.  

I used to trust you with every part,  
You were my anchor, my guiding star,  
But you turned the blade and broke my heart,  
Now the scars are yours, and they run far.  

You watched me fall apart, you saw the tears,  
In front of hundreds, I shattered, exposed,  
And you just laughed, confirmed my fears,  
That the one who saved me could hurt me the most.

You were the reason I stayed alive,  
Now you're the reason I feel this pain,  
The brother who once kept me from the knife,  
Is the one who pushed me back into the rain.