Waking up with this weight on my chest, My body screams for more sleep, But the second I’m awake, anxiety hits, Reminding me I’m still here, still stuck.
I’m trying to make it through the day, With all this dark energy inside, I know it’s supposed to get better, But right now, it just hurts like hell.
I feel unloved, unworthy, Lost in a mess I can’t escape, Trapped in my own head, Where everything just falls apart.
I tell myself I’m worth something, That I don’t need their approval, But it’s hard to believe when my heart’s so tired, Caught between wanting to quit and wanting to fight.