I'm down okay no real sh×t
I'm not suppose to curse I fail on wrist
Clock broken like look at the times I missed.
I use ******* just to let go of it
I use to shop in the malls like money doesn't exist
Now 4 men down and...can't tell you how much souls I hit.
Idk if I gotta problem or... I'm just talking to you like we're on bench.

But if I was truthful I hate the way I'm looking at lot of this.

Alot of people mad at me when I chose my own self
If I truly told you the truth I had to **** in cup to get out of it !
I was on drugs okay ... And I was truly trying to live this Godly mess
I say mess because now I know I'm dirt in every *** I kiss
I'm 30 now and I regret doing a lot of stuff I did
If we're truly talking about the pills I don't remember half of it
All I know is the devil son keeps telling me you did this sh×××t
Yet the Lord ask you every day to forgive them for they done to you

....I guess when he said you will sow what you reap ...I pray abd ask for seed thats merciful .