Will my pain ever go away? Will my daughter fall into my alcoholic ways? Will I make it past twenty-five? or will my past catch up to me and leave me dead like my brother after they let off that 30 round mag? Mom would you miss me? Would you come to my grave and wish you could kiss me? Will I be forgotten? Brother will you make it? or will you fall victim to the game?Will revenge and hatred take over your heart? or will the love I gave you guide you towards the right from the wrong? Daughter do you forgive me? do you remember all the times I asked "how was your week, you missed me? Sister's are you there? can y'all visit me and annoy me cause I know you always cared. Father are you happy? Can you tell me how you slept after you get your morning coffee? God may I come in?