The pounding won’t stop
I Can feel it all over me
I Can hear it
It just keeps getting louder and louder

He makes me feel so confused
I don’t know who I am or how to feel
My legs shake and my heart pounds

Questions running though my head
Nothing comes out of my mouth
I want to say so much but I can’t

I don’t like him but I don’t hate him
This feeling inside of me is confusing
A part of me wants him while the other doesn’t

Stop I think to myself
You have to stop
It’s not good and you know it
You’ve had it and it went bad

The pounding continues
I feel like my heart is going to pop out
I hear him speak,  I can’t focus
All I really hear is the pounding

I ask to myself
What is it that you really want

                                                           ­                                                ASM