we waited for nightfall before making love to the moon, smoking hand-rolled cigarettes in the breathless aftermath, a poetry of flesh on flesh & your bright eyes on mine. i didn’t apologize for the asymmetry of my ******* or the silver scars laddering my wrists, the cartography of a suicide left incomplete. you look at me like i am something worth loving & all i need are your grasping palms, your shameless love, your beautiful heart beating against my chattering bones. we erupt into a star-stained sky, explosions of everything trapped within us spinning into the stoic dark. you infinities of beautiful & i give you my all.