I think I found God somewhere in between your lips and mine. At one point when our mouths connected I poured my entire being in to you and you exhaled in a way that said ''I accept you.'' I looked at your face through the cigarette smoke and I knew then that you are all I need. You do not realise what you do to me. The simple act of your fingertips against my spine makes me shiver endlessly. You hold me close and your lips are on my neck and I tremble and I can't stop. I fall apart in front of you. In that moment I am yours to pull apart and destroy but you don't; you look at me and your eyes embrace me and you let me in and I bury my face in your neck as a silent thank you. You make me feel more than I've ever felt in my life; sometimes I want to cry because my heart feels like it's forcing its way out of my chest to be consumed by you. When you're not here I feel non-existant. I think I have been dead for 17 years and that first kiss brought me to life in ways I didn't think possible. Your voice in my ears is like music composed just for me. You give me so much simply by touching me. The world is swallowing me whole but the moment I am in your arms I'm no longer part of this world. I am in the heaven that is your embrace, a safe haven where I don't feel like my mind is screaming. My mind is quiet when I am with you. My mind is quiet and my heart is loud.