My body is a
rollercoaster.

I am healthy
and sick
I love life
and death
equally.

I lose hope
find hope
doubt hope.

I fell in love
with his green eyes
and the freckles
on her nose.
My cold hands
made them shiver
both.

I will either
live forever
or die
before I turn twenty-three.

I gain weight
lose weight
don't weigh
at all.

I am crazy
and sane
fragile
like the white skin
that covers my wrists
cold
like the sharp blade
that kept me company.

I am an attraction
at the amusement park.