trigger warning: SH mentions, ED allusions, drug abuse implications**

I had to get blood taken today
six vials
and it reminded me of you
and the six vials worth
on your gray sweater

I listened to a song today
called "Lua"
and it reminded me of you
you always disappear
right after dinner

I saw a young boy today
named Jimmy
and he reminded me of you
with your inky hair
and your damaged teeth

I had to take pills today
two motrin
and it reminded me of you
the box in your closet
and your admission

I drank some coffee today
hot as hell
and it reminded me of you
how you take yours with cream
cause you're impatient

I told you I loved you today
via text
and I got no response
but I am fine with it
I know you love me