It's been a while since I held a pen
I sit here and wonder to myself,
Is this even right, do I remember how to write?

I had everything I wanted,
Knew and learned everything I could,
I stood head up high.
Proud.
Happy.
I lived a fun life.

I had everything I needed,
Never asked for more.
I was on top of the world.

I lost my patience,
I lost my love,
I lost everything above.

I forgot to dream,
And how to make goals.
I have to grab a piece of paper
And dot down my thoughts.

I have to remember,
I have to sit down and learn.

I have to hold this pen
And rewrite my goals.