knife flashes through flesh the stunned silence the wild scream of red
the pastpresentfuture flows from the wound time is thicker than blood
the assassination of Time the body dying to its sense of self
the world leaking into nothingness
my ghost chatting to my self in an amiable manner
the dead enemy staring at my dying
my friend whispers "I'm not going to let you die in this jungle!"
never thought I'd live to be the old man I am now
the friend who saved me dead only a week later
still remember the stare of that Japanese soldier looking bewildered he was dead
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I used to listen to this old man tell again and again the story of how he nearly died and how he killed the soldier facing him and how his friend saved his life only to not make it himself. He was forever in this one moment unable to escape its terror.