why did you have to break my heart
was your love not strong enough
to stop whatever you were doing
was our relationship not important enough
for you to say
"hey, this is wrong. this is wrong"

apparently not, because you went and did it anyway
you laid on the same bed with another man
you laid on his chest and made your mark
you let another man kiss your cheek,
your forehead,
your lips...

how could you
how could you do all that, and still say
"i love you baby"
you held hands with another man
hands that were promised to be for me, only
you let yourself gaze at another man's eyes
and let yourself fall in love with him

worst part is
even after breaking my heart
to a tiny million pieces,
i am still, madly in love with you
maybe i am stupid
so stupid to forgive you and wait for you
but there's nothing else i want to do

i still want you