Troy says beach walks are all the rage. I’m a city kind of guy. He could play guitar till the end of day. And I’d drink beer till night. He hates to vape and I really hate it. That strawberry smoke tastes better when he exhales it. I’m chopping wood to keep up the fire. Fire lasts, feeling expires. What now? He treats me like the weaker one. He treats me like the weaker one. He treats me like the weaker one. And the RV doesn’t feel like home.
I wanna remain faithful. Make him happy but I can’t. Pour grenadine into his glass with a shaky hand. He tells me to chill. But knows **** well I can’t. I wanna hold onto him but I can’t even hold myself.
I don’t wanna go on a roadtrip or the store that’s a couple miles away. I’m good overthinking, smoking, swimming at the shore of the bay. I feel the sand falling down in between my fingers on the ground. Does he mind a reassurance ******’s rant, I hate that sound.
Troy thinks that the bygone era’s gone by for good. I’m all that’s left. I need just Joni and a whiskey to touch down. He likes grass instead. He hates to show off and I’m losing patience. God, if he could just manspread on the chair and let me watch. I’ll just wash clothes in the river and live on. Without him or with him. What now? I got a whole country to cross. I got a whole country to cross. I got a whole country to cross. Cause one plus half ain’t two.
I love how his hair comes down. How he lets me down. It’s so attractive. I love him with his glasses on. That just turns me on. Like a light switch.
I wanna remain faithful I wanna remain- I wanna remain faithful I wanna remain- Sorry if I come out hateful But you get in my way I’d give you all my warmth But you’re pushing me away
I’m a bad, bad, bad, bad case. You keep pushing me away. I wanna remain- I should’ve remained- I’m a bad, bad, bad, bad case. You keep pushing me away. I wanna remain- I should’ve remained faithful.
2nd promotional poem off my 9th poetry collection “Major Arcana (Hope II)”