My heart and soul are in so much pain,
And I only have myself to blame.
I just need to be strong,
I've been weak for far too long.
But how do I find the strength within,
And where should I begin.
Where do I find the confidence,
I need to break away from my silence.
As I scream from inside this prison cell,
Trying to escape the living hell.
Of which this nightmare I live,
A nightmare I continue to relive.
Why do I feel so broken inside,
Like my entire life has just died.
How can I punish myself this way,
I wish I could just run away.
And free myself from all the pain,
Before I drive myself insane.